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for the first time in my life, i feel speechless and tremors when i talk to someone....someone that i love and admire since diploma...for 2 semester in shah alam, i never talk to him face to face...when i talk to him 2 days ago, i feel speechless and cant see his face because i afraid and nervous...

i did not sure whether he notice that i'm so nervous when face to face to him...until now i still nervous when talk to him...today, i also face to face with him...but i avoid to eye contact with him....

i did not why when i talk with him in phone, i can speak well..but when i face to face i cant speak well with him...sometime i feel like i 'syok sendiri' with him....arggghhhhh....

i did not have an idea when to speak with him even though i and him are classmates and good friend before this...but when i and him make confession each other, i feel shy and nervous to talk with him...

i think enough for today...if i continue to write about him maybe will write something ridiculous....

see u soon~