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for the first time in my life, i feel speechless and tremors when i talk to someone....someone that i love and admire since diploma...for 2 semester in shah alam, i never talk to him face to face...when i talk to him 2 days ago, i feel speechless and cant see his face because i afraid and nervous...

i did not sure whether he notice that i'm so nervous when face to face to him...until now i still nervous when talk to him...today, i also face to face with him...but i avoid to eye contact with him....

i did not why when i talk with him in phone, i can speak well..but when i face to face i cant speak well with him...sometime i feel like i 'syok sendiri' with him....arggghhhhh....

i did not have an idea when to speak with him even though i and him are classmates and good friend before this...but when i and him make confession each other, i feel shy and nervous to talk with him...

i think enough for today...if i continue to write about him maybe will write something ridiculous....

see u soon~

dalam dilema....

assalamualaikum...dah lama aku xpost apa kat blog nie....rindu la plak...hehehe...apa yang aku nk post ari nie banyak mengenai perasaan dilema, sakit, rindu and mcm2 lagi...nk luahkan pd org aku jd malu...so kat blog xrmai org yang bca...jd aku rasa nk luah kat cni je...hehehe

actually aku syg ssorg 2 sgt2...tp aku xsure la dy mcm mne....mybe dy dh xsyg aku kot....xpe la....dy ckp klau ade jodoh ade la...

skrg aku keliru@dilema sgt2....everytime msti aku tfikir psal nie...kdang2 aku rse mcm nk nangis je...tp klau nangis pn bkn blh ubah ape2 pn....aku slalu tfikir kenapa la dy xpnh nk tgur aku...rsa mcm aku wat ksalahan yg org xblh tgur aku....ntah la...mcm2 bnda gak aku fikir psal nie...aku nk tanya confirm2 la dy xkn jawab...dy lebih byk mendiamkn diri....

arrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh.....ntah la....

rsanya smpai cni je kot....lain kali aku post lg....hehehehe...

see u again.... :)